{"id":1872,"date":"2011-12-19T22:30:02","date_gmt":"2011-12-19T21:30:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lettresdurien.wordpress.com\/?p=1872"},"modified":"2013-05-01T23:27:39","modified_gmt":"2013-05-01T21:27:39","slug":"comme-si-on-manquait-dheures-bien-plus-quauparavant","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ericlaugier.com\/web\/blog\/2011\/12\/19\/comme-si-on-manquait-dheures-bien-plus-quauparavant\/","title":{"rendered":"Comme si on manquait d\u2019heures bien plus qu&rsquo;auparavant."},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align:justify\">Tu me diras s\u00fbrement qu\u2019il y a des couvertures sur la chaise \u00e0 c\u00f4t\u00e9 du canap\u00e9 et je n\u2019aurai rien \u00e0 dire, juste un \u201cmerci\u201d pour l\u2019attention. Tu me diras que tu es fatigu\u00e9e, que les filles t\u2019ont soutir\u00e9 les derni\u00e8res bribes d\u2019\u00e9nergie que tu avais gard\u00e9es pour moi, pour tenir la soir\u00e9e. Je resterai quelques secondes \u00e0 chercher \u00e0 croiser ton regard pendant que tu d\u00e9chiffres l\u2019heure sur ton micro-ondes. La sc\u00e8ne sera presque banale parce qu\u2019elle aura le go\u00fbt d\u2019un certain d\u00e9j\u00e0 vu. Tu n\u2019oseras pas remarquer la lueur dans mes yeux, celle qui te g\u00eane et te ferait vaciller \u00e0 remettre au pr\u00e9sent des voeux que tu voudrais masquer. Je me dirai s\u00fbrement que ce n\u2019est pas le moment d\u2019y croire, m\u00eame un petit peu, qu\u2019on verra un autre soir o\u00f9 je sentirai que l\u2019endroit et le temps seront les plus propices. C\u2019est \u00e7a le grand drame \u00e0 devenir grand. On passe son temps \u00e0 chercher le lieu comme l\u2019instant comme si on manquait d\u2019heures bien plus qu&rsquo;auparavant. On cherche une beaut\u00e9, un contexte rassurant pour se faire un souvenir trait\u00e9 \u00e0 l\u2019anti-d\u00e9rapant. On sait que c\u2019est ridicule mais on ne peut pas faire comme on faisait quand on \u00e9tait inconscient. Et heureusement qu\u2019on le sait, sinon, le fond de nos r\u00eaves comme nos pens\u00e9es serait bien d\u00e9primant.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Tu me diras s\u00fbrement qu\u2019il y a des couvertures sur la chaise \u00e0 c\u00f4t\u00e9 du canap\u00e9 et je n\u2019aurai rien \u00e0 dire, juste un \u201cmerci\u201d pour l\u2019attention. Tu me diras que tu es fatigu\u00e9e, que les filles t\u2019ont soutir\u00e9 les derni\u00e8res bribes d\u2019\u00e9nergie que tu avais gard\u00e9es pour moi, pour tenir la soir\u00e9e. Je resterai [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[86,9],"tags":[8],"class_list":["post-1872","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-cahier-2011","category-journal","tag-chroniques"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p4SHRd-uc","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ericlaugier.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1872","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ericlaugier.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ericlaugier.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ericlaugier.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ericlaugier.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1872"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ericlaugier.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1872\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2187,"href":"https:\/\/ericlaugier.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1872\/revisions\/2187"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ericlaugier.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1872"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ericlaugier.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1872"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ericlaugier.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1872"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}